wise nimbus
(Note: this is affecting one alter, whose mental age is ~12, so the others went ahead and made sure it's mature enough)
||Yes, I dissapointed the system via the sh. Yes, I should very much stop. But it's just kinda relieving and there is nothing else that keeps me happy. It's just this urge. Not to mention the trauma that's lying on my back.. depressed, annoying, impulsive, stupid. I wanna punch my parents, my old classmates, everyone else I know. My whole mood is below the bottom of the barrel and I just wanna sh. Nothing else. Please let me do sh. Don't make me have to suffer without sh||.
dusky comet