I am questioning with mild seriousness the pros and cons of hurting myself or taking a long motherfucking nap. Ignore that I sound like an edgy teen I cannot help myself with being deadpan and stupid. I’m failing most of my high school classes and am incredibly stressed. In honesty I’d love a mental crisis text line probably because of the fact that if somebody sent my ass to a psych ward I would fucking fight back and hurt someone. I’m an unstable autistic halfwit who’s paranoid and psychotic. I lie to myself and say I’m empathetic before telling somebody to put themselves on a T-shirt. I’m a goddamn lunatic filled with hatred. My ass is unstable and shouldn’t exist all I’ve done is lounge around like a fatass. Mods if you take this shit down at least shoot my ass a DM with some help.
#Help appreciated
topaz blade
topaz blade
Even more fun. The mere thought of failing high school makes me queasy. What’s worse is the idea of being some dipshit in a group home I’d legitimately kill myself if I was in that. I am not some stupid shit sniffing moron.
wary python
I am questioning with mild seriousness the pros and cons of hurting myself or ta...
There's no pros in self harm... also just study and if you do but it's hard then it's way easier to study with a friend or literally anybody else and there are mental health text lines 🥀 also they're not immediately gonna send you somewhere for having mental health problems where have you seen that (aside from videos and movies) also it's easier if you stop lying to yourself because until you're honest with yourself you'll just go deeper
topaz blade
There's no pros in self harm... also just study and if you do but it's hard then...
Weren’t you being an asshole under someone else’s post
topaz blade
There's no pros in self harm... also just study and if you do but it's hard then...
Also lying to myself.
What the fuck am I lying about
wary python
Weren’t you being an asshole under someone else’s post
They just got mad when I told them that either their classroom was stupid or he was weird for not liking what everyone else liked 😔 ||I was kinda rude tbh||
topaz blade
Great.
wary python
What the fuck am I lying about
You said you were lying to yourself 🤔
topaz blade
There is a reason why I’m a jaded asshole.
How am I lying about my empathy
Just as easy as I’ll talk someone down from suicide I’ll tell them to go do it
I have a hair trigger temper
wary python
If you're like that then just stay around people that make you happy instead of meeting new people 😔
topaz blade
Putting emoji’s really doesn’t help.
drowsy geyser