#This is stupid tw SH

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zinc flax
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My grandma just accused me to self harm because she saw pain ointment…it was toothpaste TF DO YOU MEAN YOU COULDNT READ THE LABEL!!! I’ve been clean and actually doing good but tbh just because of this I want to cut. Like getting accused of cutting when being clean sucks. She knows I’m clean too. Ik it’s stupid that I expect nobody to accuse me of cutting but really you accused me because of TOOTHPASTE!?

hollow field
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your parents should trust you

zinc flax
hollow field
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your grandma?

zinc flax
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Yeah

hollow field
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well does she know the truth now?

zinc flax
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Yep

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But she accuses me all the time

hollow field
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i think you should show to her how determined you are to be and stay clean. also maybe tell her that you don't like what she's doing if she doesn't know?

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are you visiting her, or does she live with you/near you as well? wondering if this is just temporary

zinc flax
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I’m adopted by her

hollow field
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ah.

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do you have a therapist you can talk to abt this?

zinc flax
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Yeah but I don’t see her often

hollow field
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are you seeing her soon?

zinc flax
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Nope I see her in December

hollow field
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could you maybe request to see her sooner?

zinc flax
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She doesn’t have any open appointments

hollow field
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do you have a counselor at your school?

zinc flax
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The counselors suck

hollow field
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what are they doing that you don't like?

zinc flax
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They are barely there and they are too busy with other work to actually help kids

hollow field
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like sick days?

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and meetings?

zinc flax
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They just don’t come on specific days and the only good one is always busy or just not here when I need her

hollow field
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do they have a request system, or could you tell them that you have something urgent?

shadow sun
hollow field
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my dad is telling me i need to do my maths hw but ill be back as fast as i can :<