#Well this is a thing

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ember wind
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Recently I have been looking into plurality and all
I have a channel thats been helping me and yeah
Its definitely a large possibility but...
I dunno.
Ive always doubted myself about stuff like anything and this is making my uncertainty worse
Anyways here i am separating this into parts to make it easier to read n all(maybe idk)

  1. I know I have many ocs and apparently they count at least the ones I have connections to (which is still a lot)

  2. I know there are systems who dont front switch and there are systems that share memories with the others and all. I usually control my body, its more of a thing where they make comments all the time in the mindspace(and sometimes at the worst possible moments(that was to Vesper in particular thanks))

  3. And even if I am, I have no idea what I am supposed to be doing like...anything

  4. I cant even get a real stupid diagnosis right now anyways and Ive been told that a self diagnosis is not a good way to do this so Idk atp

  5. I have no idea how to do anything if I am

I just dont know atm

Just

Help

Please

ember wind
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Anything that can help me either figure this out or figure out what the ||fuck|| I should be doing if I am will help me immensely

junior treeBOT
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dissociation can come from multiple things. Especially commonly from, of course, ||trauma||, but also from stress

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Else, there also is the possibility of OSDD which we aren’t very familiar with but maybe something worth looking into

ember wind
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(I have been told before I'd likely be osdd or of that sort since mine is less of ||traumagenic||(if thats how that word is spelled ill never know^^)
But yeah, its a large possibility of that atp with how things are going
But I have no way to get professional help currently and I was told that self diagnosis is not a good way to do things
So I am unsure on how to be sure for sure,this is really just testing the water

junior treeBOT
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We didn’t bother with OSDD or DID or traumagenic or any of that. We just live how we are

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We don’t really see it much more as just labels

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Maybe start a little journal, maybe we can help you a bit on the way!

ember wind
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Yeah,my doubts also kick my butt consistently but another thing is that apparently ocs count as introject so uh with how connected I am with most of em yeah

junior treeBOT
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Honestly, doesnt matter if it’s introjects or whatever else

ember wind
junior treeBOT
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They are as they are, no need for those labels

ember wind
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Yeah,fair

junior treeBOT
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Maybe dm us if you need some help!

ember wind
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Sure,now im just mostly trying to figure out what im supposed to do now

junior treeBOT
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Try to not stick with any label or “hope” to have something specific

ember wind
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Yeah thats not what I am trying to do, my brain usually just defaults to needing such things to get my own thoughts straight

junior treeBOT
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We made the mistake of hanging onto the DID label too much, which wasnt that smart

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Yeah, that suuucks… I’d know, you don’t wanna really be like that but you can’t change it either

Nyx ↩️

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ember wind
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Yeah
Always been like that with my brain
#KnowsThatLabelsAreNotEntirelyGoodYetNeedsThemSometimesToGetSelfStraight sums my brain up pretty well.

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Mostly now I am just trying to figure out what I am doing now that this is well kinda officially a thing

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And I have no idea if theres anything specific I need to do or what there is to do

ember wind
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Welp, Ima just accept this at this poiny