I'm so fucked (TW: SH, suicide, general ED stuff/Emetophobia)

[fossil seal]

There is no big paragraph because o can't rationalise this into one

I want to fucking ||die|| so bad

I'm already ||hurting myself|| every day

I want to ||throw up|| everything I've ate today

I feel so fucking guilty every time I eat

I just wish i wasn't born at this point everyone would be better off without me anyway

I might aswell ||kill myself||

[fringe cedar]

please rant to me in a dm… your life has worth :)

[fossil seal]

Does it?