My friend just deleted and disabled all her socials because a guy she liked for over a year kept leading her on and drove her insane basically as well as her home situation getting worse and now I'm losing my mind crying and I fucking relapsed again, she was texting me earlier in the day that she hadn't eaten shit in at least a day, she threw up cause she stole cigs and smoked on an empty stomach and that she was planning on drinking idk which cleaning supplies hoping it would kill her and if it didn't she mentioned a knife, I'm freaking the fuck out and idk what to do, I have noone to fucking talk to cause I had an argument with my friends last week and my gf is asleep I'm going fucking insane trying to find an email of hers I might have screenshots somewhere but I genuinely am going insane(she lives in a diff country I don't know her address and her parents suck fucking ass)
#I'm losing my mind(tw: sh, suicide attempt)
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I don't know what else to do, I am trying to contact a friend of hers on insta but their acc is private and idk if she ever mentioned me to them, I feel hopeless cause she disabled all 3 of her insta accs that I know of, she kept forgetting her discord login so I'm almost sure she won't be on here but I did text her on both 2 accs I know of, I can't sleep, I'm just waiting and hoping she comes back online and is fine