Vent

[native prairie]

Thats all. I hope I pass away soon. Im losing my sense of self
I hope I die before this all gets worse

Because I am tired and I dont feel like fighting. I dont want to be here anymore

I will never be a good person

Im having breakdowns, panic attacks, and trouble with maintaining a life outside of school because school gives me some sense of purpose

But other than that

I am senseless

[zinc bramble]

are you close to graduating? and what are these breakdowns and panic attack