Okay so let me paint a picture of just how bad my situation is. On 31st October 2025, I got harassed at school by a kid in my math class. I reported it and accidentally brought some things up from the past (won’t say what because I don’t want to get in trouble since I am new to the server but let’s just say it wasn’t consensual at all). Long story short, the social worker sent me back to class and behind my back reported it to police and Child Protective Services. I got called down again the last 10 min of school for them to tell me that, and I crashed out in absolute gut wrenching fear. My mom had to pick me up because they kept prodding me with questions and didn’t let me leave. Later that night, instead of trick or treating like I wanted to, the police showed up to ,y house and questioned me. CPS came a day later. Here’s the kicker. No one believes I was a victim of anything. They just believe I’m making things up and lying. No one trusts me and ever since, anything I do, no one believes me. Like today, I got in trouble for something I didn’t even do and they threatened to put a camera directly in my room to watch me. There’s already cameras set in unknown places all over the house which makes me wonder if they already have one in my room. There’s so much crap I’m going through with the case and my parents and entire family bloodline being against me. They even threatened to take my phone forever, which has discord, my only safe place to be truly Kazu, truly myself. I can’t fathom or even imagine the thought of that (I have nomophobia, the fear of not having a mobile phone, severely). I’m scared, none of my online friends know how to help. I’m trying my best to plan my escape from this purgatory when I’m 18 but I only have 10 or so months left till I am. I’m scared, do what you want with this information I just had to get it out 
#My life is genuinely in shambles lmao
urban coral
winter elk
Wait why did the police put cameras in your house? I wont get you in trouble or be offended by anything you say.
Also, do you have a concrete plan on how to "escape" said purgatory. Its best to get all information you have straigthened out and make a very concrete and to date plan with that.
urban coral
Wait why did the police put cameras in your house? I wont get you in trouble or ...
They didn’t, but my mom wants to put cameras in there to watch my every move. I want to get into an assisted living program (since im autistic, I have higher chances of getting in). My dad is actually sorta helping me with this because he wants me to live on my own somehow and I can’t afford my own place yet for my financial situation and my mental health
winter elk
yeah living on your own isnt easy, espescially if its also a financial burden. as for the cameras, i feel like thats against the law, especially if youre an adult.