Hello, my name is alex i am 16 and have tourettes. I feel like ending it all i dont have friends my parent hate me and i am really really weird and ugly i get bullied. i have had quite a few attempts but now i feel really bad and it might be the end. I just hate everything and everyday i see things i dont have or never will have. no one would even care if i was gone my parents would laugh and be happy without me heree
#TW: Suicide
atomic marten
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I’m so sorry to hear this. But you’ve reached out which means something and I’m glad that you have. Your challenges are real and your feelings are real too. It’s so much harder isn’t it to get by when you don’t have the support that you clearly need and really need. There are organisations out there that you can contact through the school or through your local community. You are important and you deserve support and respect. That feeling of weirdness is a projection from others onto you. You do not have to believe it! As for you believing that you are ugly well that subjective and often people can say things like that because they’re jealous. I can’t comment whether you’re ugly or not, and in fact the truth is you can’t comment either because how we see ourselves is very subjective. You don’t need to believe this thought rn because it’s not helpful. What makes you feel confident? What are things that make you feel good? It sounds like it’s time for self-care. Yes, you’re going through a hell of a tough time but it doesn’t mean it will be like this in the future. There’s nothing you can’t do. I really believe that and I learned that the hard way myself I have autism ADHD, dyslexia and anxiety and it took me a lot longer but I got where I wanted to get. And you know what? I would care if you was gone. Have a good cry, then put your chin up. And find someone out there who cares. ❤️
atomic marten
Thank you so much for this, this has really brought me up in everything helped me thank you so much