#I shouldve done it the first time. (TW: Suicide)

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proud kernel
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Im a miserable person who really shouldve just gone through with it the first like 5 times I've tried.

I did it to myself. Maybe this time ill actually follow through with the plan.

I'm going to look out on the bridge tonight and remember a better time. If it takes this little to knock me onto being suicidal again, and ive threatened it so many times, I dont even know why people stop me. Whats the point. I should just be dead.

foggy jasper
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please don't i know it seems so bad right now, i

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have been there but life has so many things for us in store so i think that waiting even an hour can change your perspective on your life

limpid seal
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Please don't do it it's not worth it life has so much more and positive stuff to offer and think about how ur family and friends would suffer and miss u

proud kernel
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I have nothing

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Nothing to look forward to

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Nothing makes me happy anymore

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Tommorow nights probably going to be the night

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I feel so hopeless

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I was just here last week

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Please

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Whats a reason to live

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Why should I look to see the next day

foggy jasper
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Theres allways something to look forward to , not just people but nature

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nature is so beautiful and you'll miss it if you leave

tribal harness
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What you can do for others for example

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I’ve asked myself the same question quite a few times and every time the answer for me was because if I’m gone, how many people would go without help or a friend to talk to?

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Not even just people I know currently, just in general people I meet in my life

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I’ve met a lot of REALLY lonely people, and without me idk where they’d be

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And then yes of course there’s nature, there’s beauty everywhere

snow lichen
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Hunny something has made you miserable. This is not the truth of who you are. Imagine yourself as a baby that’s just been born. You do not know misery. My advice to you find a counsellor and talk through what’s going on for you. You’re definitely going through a thing, but it’s not who you really are. It is hard when you don’t have the support that you need through your family, etc. Family can be a**holes! Please reach out to a friend and talk to somebody. I don’t know you, but I know that you haven’t reached your full potential yet.