#Ok so it's gotten bad (TW: SH and SUI)

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shell kernel
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Ok so first i need to clarify this these are small points as my brain can't rationalise my thoughts

  • I'm useless

  • who would care if i ||kms||

  • I'm already ||hurting myself|| pretty much every day

  • every negative word cuts like a knife why am i such a sensitive fuck i hate it i just need the release that death would bring

rough tartan
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Please stop beating yourself up for being a sensitive fuck in your words. You are important and your feelings are important too. Perhaps those that are saying negative words need to take more responsibility for how their words land? When was the last time you stuck up for yourself? And I’m not talking about criticising people I’m talking about using I feel statements. “I feel sad when you say that.” or “I feel upset when you insult me.” if they don’t care that’s on them. Let people reveal who they really are. As for believing that you are useless I bet you’ve got 1 million talents and 1 million hobbies just waiting to love you.

shell kernel
shell kernel
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also idk about talents maybe i just haven't found the right thing yet

rough tartan
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Then that’s called bullying and you need to report that to your head of year or your tutor? You don’t have to put up with that shit, and, right you are there -give yourself time andspace to find what you’re good at.

shell kernel
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they see the guy who does stuff (well the main one) as oh so perfect as he's school council

rough tartan
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So write a statement and make their heads spin? Facts + your feeling responses. Do you want to tell me a little about what has been said / done?

shell kernel
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They'll probably just say ignore it if anything

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Which is what I've heard for the last 5 years

rough tartan
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Seems like your voice is getting lost in this process? Either by them or by you dismissing yourself before you even start?