#I'm very stuck

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mental rover
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I need help with figuring out what I express as for gender,because I found out today that I'm not a butch,since I have no role as a boy or have boy mannerisms!! I feel very frustrated and I need help with this before I cry

devout latch
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I'm sorry, whats a butch?

mental rover
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It's a lesbian girl who expresses masculinity

devout latch
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You could just be a girl with masculine traits?

mental rover
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But,I don't have a boy role nor boy mannerisms

devout latch
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You could just be a female, who sometimes is masculine

mental rover
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Or always?

devout latch
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Yeah

mental rover
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Fuck that,it's a lie

devout latch
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Wh-what?

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You could just be a masculine girl, a tom boy?

mental rover
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.....You don't understand..

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At first,it's what I wanted,but through the months go by,not anymore as a girl...

devout latch
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You want to be a guy?

mental rover
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Not completely,but in a different way,yeah

devout latch
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I think you could be a type of non binary called duogender where you feel two genders at once

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Or you could be demiboy (half male half Agender)

mental rover
devout latch
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I was a demiboy for a couple of months

mental rover
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Oh my god..you can't believe what just happened to me

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Earlier,my mom came over to give me a hug and I sat up in my bed and hugged her and as soon as I wrapped my arms around her back and leaned my head against her neck,she was like "oh,my sweet baby girl" then all of a sudden..MY HEART JUMPED WHILE I WAS STILL HUGGING HER

devout latch
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What does that mean?

mental rover
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I felt like I had a very miniature heart attack

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But,then I brushed it off since I was giggling and smiling with her when she was tickling me from my shoulder to the back of my neck teasing me