I lowk feel like shit but nobody is gonna see this so 😝✌️

[slim sequoia]

I don’t know why I feel terrible. I’m just sad. I can’t stop being sad. I need someone to talk to, but nobody wants to except my gf, but she’s probably busy.

Oh and I feel like a bother when I talk to my gf so yeah

[dire arch]

My DM’s are always open if you want to talk

[slim sequoia]

I wouldn’t know what to say

Cause idk what’s wrong with me anymore

I’m just fucked tbh

[dire arch]

No you’re not

I mean this with all love stand up tall and speak with more confidence

[dire arch]

And you wouldn’t need to say anything until you’re ready I’m always here for you

Sometimes I feel like shit but we just have to stand up tall and look at ourselves in the mirror and fall in love with ourselves

People often forget about self love and I have advice that you may think is stupid but it’s good advice to live by

I don’t think we as humans can love one another until we learn to love ourselves because why should we give our broken selves to someone? Sometimes people want to fix someone else but not all the time so I think the journey of getting to know ourselves and loving ourselves is so powerful beautiful and important

[slim sequoia]

I’m not powerful beautiful or important

[dire arch]

Yes you are don’t say that

[slim sequoia]

Especially not beautiful, I’m an ugly son of a bitch tbh

I shouldn’t have asked for help cause now I’m just being negative

[dire arch]

The more you tell yourself that the more you’ll believe it why do you want to live negatively?

[dire arch]

It’s fine it’s part of the process

[dire arch]

I wanna see what you look like if you don’t mind I’ll show you what I look like as well if that would make you more comfortable

[slim sequoia]

I am fat as fuck so no

[dire arch]

So?

You don’t think big is beautiful?

I personally would have to disagree with you I think everyone of all shapes and sizes are beautiful

[slim sequoia]

For other people it’s fine

I’m ugly tho in general

[dire arch]

No you’re not

The only thing that makes someone ugly is their toxic personality it has nothing to do with looks

Everyone has a different view of what beautiful is so why should we think of ourselves as ugly when someone out there thinks we aren’t?

[slim sequoia]

Everybody thinks I am

[dire arch]

Then you’re around the wrong people

[slim sequoia]

Some random fucking kid walked up to me and told me I’m a fatass the other day

[dire arch]

Find people who value who you are instead of shame you for it

[slim sequoia]

Literally

So yeah

[dire arch]

This world is already fucked there’s other serious problems going on someone’s perception of you should be the least of your worries

[slim sequoia]

Well it’s my own perception simply being confirmed so

[dire arch]

Someone said I looked like a blobfish because they were threaten by me cause they thought I was gonna steal their man when I literally was just being nice to both of them like I am with everyone and I’m not a homewrecker I would never because I’m the son of one but people get jealous or threatened by you if you don’t even do anything

People are gonna say mean things cause they want a reaction

[slim sequoia]

Oh they aren’t jealous of me lol

[dire arch]

How do you know that?

Is there any evidence confirming that?

[slim sequoia]

Who would be jealous of someone who actively gets bullied, has like 1 friend and a gf who probably hates them too

[dire arch]

Someone can say they aren’t but deep down they are

[dire arch]

People don’t know that unless you tell them

[dire arch]

And I doubt your girlfriend hates you or she would have broke up with you

Same with your friend he would have said something by now if he hated you

[slim sequoia]

They can see it because they’re the ones bullying me in the first place

I’m gonna stop, I’m being a bother to you and all I’m saying is negative bullshit

I am a bother is the problem

[dire arch]

You’re not a bother

Hattie instead of assuming you’re a bother just ask

I’m never bothered by anyone talking to me In fact I like talking to people

Because I have social anxiety so talking this way is way more comfortable for me

[dire arch]

Also you could change your negative thought patterns it just takes some practice and dedication

[dire arch]

Oh ok

Just letting you know Hattie your feelings are valid but i don’t want your negative feelings and words to negatively impact you

[slim sequoia]

I don’t know how

I’ve always been negative, since literally like 10

[dire arch]

You can always change anytime you’re ready

[slim sequoia]

I’ve been ready but i just can’t