Need someone's thoughts on this cause I cant see things objectively atm

[marble frigate]

So I have like a guy who used to be my crush back when we were in 10th grade. However in just a few month I decided to just leave my feelings for him and just forget stuff. But then, Now these is where things are getting weirder. Back then when we were 10th grade, The guy I used to like and I barely even make contact or talk. But last year, things just got somehow a bit weird. He started to get close to me, even sometimes too close to the point that someone thought that him and I were a couple. Of coarse, I already started pushing him away however, one time when announcement of rankings happened, I cried cause my ranking got low. And he was there by my side. He did not comfort me. Only he was the one who saw me on my tears. He came up to my friends and told them about what I was feeling. And that was it. But now that Him and I are both 12th grade, things are much weirder. well, rankings once again happened and of coarse, I cried. This time however it was different, He was again by my side, but he handed me a tissue as if he already knew this might happen. He has never done this to anyone except me. and another time, I used to play a game where of coarse like any other game has a rank. well he found out I was playing the same game as him and started to play with me. and he was super persistent in making me reach my dream rank. Like it even took as 3am at the morning playing and laughing just to reach my dream rank. PS we had classes after that, I warned him about it but he did not care at all. Now, I'm trying to make things clear to myself that maybe Its all just basic decency. BUT MY GUT REFUSES SO I NEED PEOPLE'S REACTION, COMMENTS, OR EVEN THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS CAUSE I'M TIRED THINKING ABOUT IT.

[desert hawk]

Do you like him still? Cause that's the main factor right?

[opal hollow]

That definitely seems like he's dropping hints or at the very least is interested in being someone important in your life. If you think that you would want to start a relationship with him I think you should ask what his feelings are towards you or be more brave of asking if he's looking for a relationship. Something like that doesn't happen often, especially that much effort being put into one person, so from a outsider perspective, he seems to have some feelings for you

[marble frigate]

No not anymore I already moved on tbh

But still the those experiences just kept bothering me so I went here to ask for peoples thoughts

[marble frigate]

Tbh idk anymore as of now, Because as much as I clearly remembered he always clarifies to me that he is "straight" I would be like "oh good for you maem" And rn this past few days I am full on evading him