mossy quail
Everything he caused me and still causes me, simply because I love him: Slowly, all the things I enjoyed most and that made me happy lost their meaning for me. Gradually, I lost my appetite. - My depression and anxiety worsened. I started self-harming again, but in a worse way than before. My self-esteem, which was already extremely low, worsened even more. It made my mental health even more messed up than it already was. It turned me into an extremely obsessed stalker. It made me want to hurt people again. It left me in a state where if I'm near a blade or something sharp, I start wanting to plunge that object into my wrist. During a breakdown because of him, I ended up drinking cleaning product, cutting my wrists, and hanging myself with the curtain with the intention of dying. -He destroyed my body and my health to the point that I feel severe pain every day, I only sleep 3 hours a day, I feel weak, inattentive, difficulty to learning, and have daily LUNGS PAIN. He's so cruelto me, he knows the harm he's causing me and he continues, because he's a sadistic, manipulative, victim playing monster who needs attention. And I still continue to love this demon and i dont know why...
keen nymph
pallid bear