Just a bit down

[idle hull]

Lately, Ive been having massive mood swings and I don't know why. I don't really have anyone to talk to, so I made this post.

I firstly haven't came out as Agender and people are calling me "gay" and other harmful names all the time. I'm not gay and I hated these harmful insults, so when someone says this it makes me kind of upset and triggers me. When I get triggered, I get in a bad mood for at least the next week.

I sometimes feel sad and sometimes feel really happy and Idk why and how. This has been happening for at least a year now and it's driving me insane.

I also don't feel like talking to people anymore face-to-face which bothers me because I don't even wanna talk to my closest friends.

If anyone has any ideas of a condition I might have, or any advice please give me a ping, Ill be really greatful 💛🤍💜🖤

[tacit tiger]

first off, with the people being hatefull:

fuck them, their just jealous because of how awesome you are :3

expressing yourself should never be something that you let other people take away from you, so just ignore it

second, your mood swings, and this is a big hear me out- light bipolar disorder

im not very up-to-date about my conditions so sorry if im wrong TwT

finally, about your friendz

is it like you dont like talking to them or you just never want to?

[sand remnant]

i have bipolar disorder (II) and have done excessive research on this disorder, having "light bipolar" is not a thing. there is bipolar I and bipolar II, which doesnt just mean "mood swings". bipolar I is categorized by manic highs and depressive lows, with full manic episodes, which is a required symptom to be diagnosed with bipolar I. bipolar II is categorized by having alternated episodes of hypomania and major depression. i mean this in no rude way, and im not here to say they DONT have it, i have never met this person ever i just wanted to inform you :3

[idle hull]

Thank you :)
I never want to, I do like to though but I never feel social anymore

[idle hull]

Okay ty! I did some tests and researchers myself and they have all came out positive, but they are not official so I would have to get it officially tested to find out. I just get really depressed for a couple days and get really really excited and happy for a few days. I also don't think I have bipolar.

[tacit tiger]

thx dude ;3

[tacit tiger]

ohs in that case yew might not feel comfortable around your friends or are just a natural introvert :>

[idle hull]

I like talking to very close friends though. (Only two of my friends) So maybe I am just an introvert towards friends I don't know that well :3