Tw suicide why am i even still alive

[median jay]

I can't fucking take it anymore
I'm stressed as fuck
I'm worthless
I'm overwhelmed
I'm never enough
I might just genuinely kill myself within the week

[indigo swallow]

Do you want to elaborate on any of these topics?

[median jay]

which one

[indigo swallow]

Whichever you are most comfortable with talking about

[indigo swallow]

Please reply it makes me a little uneasy

[median jay]

the worthlessness I've been feeling it for a few months now it's nothing new

just worse

[indigo swallow]

Worthlessness as what? As lack of purpose or is it that the people around you don't really get you worth?

[median jay]

yeah lack of purpose

[tranquil yew]

Many people think of ending their life, fewer actually do. I can't tell you it's wrong, it sort of depends on the situation. Just think of every parameter and if it is worth it at this particular time. But never forget the failed attempt parameter and it's catastrophic results. Also consider taking yourself to therapy it could change your life.

[indigo swallow]

May I ask your interests and daily activities

[median jay]

i like comic books and minecraft ig

as for daily activities idk

Go to school i guess

[indigo swallow]

Do you have an idea what causes this lack of purpose

[median jay]

No

[indigo swallow]

Just lyk that i was in your position a couple of weeks ago

It led me to pick up a hobby that forces me to focus on the beauty of the simple things I life

For me it was photography

For some other people it can be writing, painting,walking etc

It is from the lack of purpose that we find things that may not give us purpose but can broaden our horizons to eventually find the purpose

But please please please don't commit

[median jay]

i cant promise anything but ill try

[round parrot]

You only live once. Don't take it to fast.