TW Sh but i need advice asap

[indigo summit]

Okay so im pretty addicted to sh and stuff and the adult i live with know this. A few weeks ago i had a phase where i relapsed everyday, my dad then cause he figured out my relapse helped me clean and patch everything up everyday. But now that ive been clean and urging to relapse im having problems knowing if i should try to hide it, cause ik he want me to tell him, but i dont wanna go tell him brah. Its embarassing and humiliating. Fuck my fucking chunges life

[calm crag]

don't hide it, especially if he's helped you in the past. he seems very supportive of you, and hiding it will only put you in more danger. if you relapse, while obviously that is not good, the best version of that scenario is one where you have someone to support you and help make sure you're patched up and okay. there's nothing embarrassing about struggling, and he won't think any less of you. he loves and supports you and wants you to be as okay as possible, and that includes telling him and letting him help you. and if you tell him about your urges, he might be able to help prevent the relapse all together. stay safe and take care of yourself my friend <3

[indigo summit]

Awee thank you. Any idea how to like tell him cause like last time he just figured ut himself

[calm crag]

well since this has been something he's dealt with before, you could probably just sit him down and tell him straight up that you're getting those urges again and maybe describe to him what you're struggling with specifically. then maybe everytime you get strong urges you can talk to him and sit with him and let him help you through that. I'm not sure specifically how to tell him, but from what you've described he seems very nice and I think just sitting him down and telling him would work fine! if you're too nervous you could always do ti over text or write him a note as well :)

[indigo summit]

Thanksss