I feel sad and left out

[timid sky]

I feel like everytime I talk in the general chat,people either ignore me,or just give me an attitude whenever I talk in there and I just feel like no matter what I do is enough to be the good person that I am..it hurts so bad and wish that people would hear me and not treat me as if I'm invisible or that I don't exist..I KNOW I MATTER IN THE WORLD,I KNOW I'M ENOUGH..I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD UNDERSTAND AND SEE ME FOR ME THAT I JUST WANT TO TALK AND MEET NEW PEOPLE AND MAKE FRIENDS..I don't know what to do

[sweet shoal]

I know what that feels like
In one of the other channels I talk in, when I give a status update about myself no one notices it or replies, but for another person who had a few days/weeks before they did
We can talk if you would want

[timid sky]

You want to talk?

[sweet shoal]

If you would like^^ Im not doing anything much irl right now anyways

[timid sky]

I'd love to

[sweet shoal]

^^

Is here or dms better for you?

[timid sky]

Hmm,either is fine

[sweet shoal]

Ok

Anyways!
Good morning to you^^

[timid sky]

Good morning to you too

[sweet shoal]

It is nice to meet you^^
You can call me Nyx or whichever you would like^^

[timid sky]

Its nice to meet you too,you can call me ari

[sweet shoal]

Ooh nice name!

[timid sky]

Thanks

[sweet shoal]

Hmm
Oh
Currently doing a self-discovery / self-diagnosis for some mental health stuff over here - considering I just started it gonna take a while😭
Oh
I also like to say anygays instead of anyways sometimes

[timid sky]

Oh my god,I should start saying that

[sweet shoal]

Haha^^
✨ anygays✨

[timid sky]

Anygays✨️✌️Call me,cutie..jk LMAO,I had to,okay? lol

[sweet shoal]

Hahahah
Lol
I get that need

[timid sky]

Do you?

[sweet shoal]

Yup
I got irl people in school who say things all the time -_-
:3

[timid sky]

Oh

[sweet shoal]

Yup^^

[timid sky]

I see

[sweet shoal]

Anygays✨
I wish

I could send images here-
Because
Kitties

[versed hazel]

yah, i feel the same way like u do ngl

[timid sky]

Do you?

[versed hazel]

yeah i am, i said hi several times a few minutes ago, but nobody replied

[sweet shoal]

I frankly don't bother with general anymore
They message way too fast so even if I did my hi would go literally up there in seconds and vanish

[old lichen]

It depends on when you talk, I think

When chat is less active you're more likely to get noticed

[vapid wind]

Sorry to interrupt but I get what this feels like, generally speaking (I have my reasons why I don't like big servers)

If any of you are looking for someone to talk to or befriend I'm here

[sweet shoal]

The thing is I don't remember times when that chat isn't active when I get on

So I just dont bother with general at this point^^

[timid sky]

Like someone gave me an attitude last night when I said "I hate this general chat"

[sweet shoal]

What kind of attitude?

[versed hazel]

lowkey agree, they were so fast when theyre talking

[timid sky]

I have a screenshot of it,but I would have to send it to you,so you could send it here,is that okay?

[sweet shoal]

I don't have image perms yet so I can't send it here yet
I dont know what level I have to be to get image perms

[sweet shoal]

Yess.

[versed hazel]

ironicaly, i didnt really like big server bcs yah, most of the time id get ignored

[timid sky]

I dont either

Um,could I send it to someone so they can send it here?

[vapid wind]

Putting 100K people in 1 # general is something I'm tired of pretenting actually works

[old lichen]

I usually don't like big servers either

[sweet shoal]

Depends on the big server. One of the servers I am on isn't fast active, so that one's actually nice but then again its for helping me with mental research

[timid sky]

Could I send it to someone?

[sweet shoal]

Yeah, now that would be a big server

[old lichen]

Well, to whom?

[timid sky]

Anyone

[old lichen]

I don't have perms but sure

[timid sky]

And then that person can send it here

I sent it

[sweet shoal]

I dont have perms yet either, I am unsure what level that is available

[versed hazel]

yahh, buy its hard to find a small server thats active tho

[timid sky]

When I get access to the other chat,I'm using that from now on..

[sweet shoal]

Which other one?

[timid sky]

The random chat

It's more peaceful and less rude there

[sweet shoal]

Man, yes. Usually when its small its barely active

[old lichen]

Yeah...

[sweet shoal]

Ah yeah

[timid sky]

I sent it,can you send it here

[old lichen]

Nah sorry, need lvl 10

[timid sky]

Damn it

Who has image perms?

[sweet shoal]

Not me unfortunately, sitting here with a level three[or four?]

[versed hazel]

we all feel the same huh

[sweet shoal]

Parently

[timid sky]

We could make this our general chat then

[old lichen]

I... I guess we can make our ownn lil chat

[timid sky]

Ill be right back

[old lichen]

Lol same brained

[sweet shoal]

That would be a good idea

That sounds like an amazing idea^^

[timid sky]

Yeah,I'm gonna eat breakfast

[sweet shoal]

Have fun

^^

[old lichen]

Gimme a bite! /silly

[versed hazel]

that doesnt sounds bad at all

[versed hazel]

enjoy it

[vapid wind]

What'd I miss?

[sweet shoal]

It doesnt honestly,we just a group of people who want friends😭(to the doesnt sound bad at all part)

[vapid wind]

Lesbians Queers will stand in a room full of other lesbians queers saying "I wish I had a girlfriend friends" and then leave alone

[sweet shoal]

..
I mean

[vapid wind]

Sorry

[sweet shoal]

You both right and wrong
(Me being Pan)

😭

[old lichen]

Me being aroace

[vapid wind]

You too?

[sweet shoal]

Me being ace and genderfluid

[old lichen]

We actually

[vapid wind]

Damn, got the whole pantheon in here

[versed hazel]

atp, idek my sexuality😭

[old lichen]

We can talk bout it ig

[sweet shoal]

You- your not wrong lol

[vapid wind]

Did the unicorn leave for breakfast?

[old lichen]

No, no she isnt

[vapid wind]

They... did not misgender me but I don't remember asking you to call me "she"/lh

🤦

[old lichen]

Looked in your desc, wanted to see how it is

[vapid wind]

I appreciate it but please ask next time

[old lichen]

Oh okay, sorry! :/

[sweet shoal]

???
Im confused now😭

[vapid wind]

I'm experimenting with going by she/they after being they/them for a while (long story)

But I'm not comfortable enough to have just anybody call me "she" just yet

[versed hazel]

i mean, yah but idk if ill figured it out

[sweet shoal]

Oh! Nice!
(I was she they for four ish years before going genderfluid)

[vapid wind]

Words said by every ace ever

[old lichen]

You can of course choose your pronouns, but if they fits, why really bother with other pronouns?

You can of course explore yourself, yes

[vapid wind]

I don't think I understand what you mean well enough to answer, can we move on?

[old lichen]

Yeah, we should probably shouldn't we

Uhh, idk, what music do ya like?

[versed hazel]

like, the genre?

[vapid wind]

Vocaloid

[versed hazel]

orrr the artist?

[sweet shoal]

Too many genres and artists^^
It varies for me

[old lichen]

Both

[versed hazel]

i like pop

eh, i font stick with one artist tho

i like the music that sounds good to my ears lol

[old lichen]

Valid, some of us also like that lol

[old lichen]

I kinda don't like pop

[sweet shoal]

That is faiir

[versed hazel]

damn, why

what's genre u like then?

[old lichen]

I hate mainstream things in general, and pop is just so annoying to hear all the time

[old lichen]

I love electric rock/metal

The system in a whole likes rock/metal-ish songs

[versed hazel]

ah fair, some people do feel that way

[versed hazel]

damn, thats pretty lit

even tho sometimes my ear got hurt listening to hard stuff like that

[old lichen]

Same reason for why most of us hate big cities

[versed hazel]

thats actually a valid reason lol

[old lichen]

That's when you know the rock is good

[sweet shoal]

That parts fair, big cities I tend to dislike due to big crowds

[versed hazel]

😭

[vapid wind]

I'm still here BTW, just waiting for a conversation topic I can contribute to

[versed hazel]

so, what band u like?

[old lichen]

I hate them for many reasons, partially cause social anxiety :/

[versed hazel]

black sabbath?

[old lichen]

We can switch topics if you want to

[old lichen]

Uhh, found them yesterday, forgot what they are called

[versed hazel]

owh damn sorry😭, what do you like then?

[old lichen]

Solence, that was it

[sweet shoal]

Same here. I have social anxiety and just anxiety in general,even over the small stuff
It especially gets to me in school because of the hallways and the people deciding to stop in the middle of the frigging hallway, and also like knocking me into the walls

[versed hazel]

lol, that alright

[sweet shoal]

Ah apologies

[vapid wind]

bow

[old lichen]

Oh that's rough. I cannot go from one class to another by myself, maybe another alter but NOT me

Like the nerves are just so friging apparent

[versed hazel]

damn, sounds cruel

[sweet shoal]

Its a pain and like they dont even apologize
Once there was a fight right in front of my classroom door and I couldnt move because the crowd being there and like it was annoying and yeah

[old lichen]

Oh yeah, I also in general like Linkin Park, especially the song Paperkut (+ Ppr:kut)

[sweet shoal]

And that just happened to be the day that my balm of a friend wasnt there that day sobs

[versed hazel]

fair enough, i like Linkin Park too

[old lichen]

Sorry if I dismiss what you are saying, I had trauma from that and don't wanna think about it yknow

[sweet shoal]

Sorry

[versed hazel]

sorry you have to experience that, but hey atleast its over now

[sweet shoal]

Anygays, moving on from that

[old lichen]

Nah, ya couldnt have known

[vapid wind]

Was mjis really OK with us writing more after they left than before?

[versed hazel]

LMAO

[sweet shoal]

Im still sorry^^

[versed hazel]

any what😭😭

[sweet shoal]

Anygays!! I say it!! Its a thing for me!!

I say it all the time been saying it for a long time

[old lichen]

I think you apologizing is just stretching the thought

Kinda learned how to quickly not think about it so it's not that bad

[versed hazel]

lol, i never hear someone say that before, ur the first 😭

[sweet shoal]

^^
Lol

Well I say it✨

[versed hazel]

lol, ur interesting

[sweet shoal]

Yes,yes I am and I know this

[old lichen]

Probably not gonna be that bad, right?

[vapid wind]

I mean, you sure are proving her point from the start...

[old lichen]

Oh boy just wait till I pack out the ten hour explanation of myself

Well, the whole eight system members but you get the idea

[sweet shoal]

I definitely aint the most interesting person out there

[sweet shoal]

?

[versed hazel]

well, we are all trying to be friends rn so i think its fine

[vapid wind]

I'm just saying you don't seem very distraught by keeping the conversation going without her, even though this is the thread where she specifically asked for help with being ignored

[old lichen]

Maybe we could consider gcs

[sweet shoal]

It could be better to move to somewhere else instead of chatting where she vented

[versed hazel]

lmao, i might read all that if u do

[vapid wind]

Yeah, that might be smart...

[versed hazel]

i men, we are all trying to get to know each other (mjis included)

[vapid wind]

Mjis. Is not. Even. Here.

Do you... even care?

[old lichen]

It's be better with her

[sweet shoal]

Considering this was a place that she vented, it still might not be a good idea to continue on this plane of Pridecord existence.

[sweet shoal]

Agreed

[versed hazel]

well, we all arent, but we sure have our story to share

[old lichen]

We gonna like make a groupchat or do we wait or what?

[sweet shoal]

Whichever is aight with yall

[timid sky]

I'm back

[vapid wind]

Oh hi

[timid sky]

Hey

[sweet shoal]

Hiiii^^

[timid sky]

I was eating breakfast

[versed hazel]

halo

[vapid wind]

Yeah, they were... talking

[old lichen]

Suppp!

[timid sky]

What did I miss?

[versed hazel]

honestly, im down for anything

[vapid wind]

Nothing interesting

[old lichen]

What did ya have?

[sweet shoal]

^^ same here

[timid sky]

Two slices of toast,milk with a little bit of coffee and a banana,also some pretzel sticks

[sweet shoal]

✨ indecisiveness loves me✨

[versed hazel]

just some topic about our music taste

[sweet shoal]

Pretzels

[versed hazel]

what music do you like mijs?

[timid sky]

Janet jackson

[old lichen]

Pretzel sticks? Sounds like an austrian crime

[timid sky]

Huh?

[vapid wind]

Clearly you have no idea what you're talking about.

[sweet shoal]

I love salt

[versed hazel]

that name sounds familiar..

[vapid wind]

🏳️‍⚧️

[timid sky]

What if we make our own lgbtq group chat?

[vapid wind]

I'm out

Y'all have fun tho

[versed hazel]

uh?

[old lichen]

I'd kinda be down

[vapid wind]

Actually...

[sweet shoal]

Huh-

[sweet shoal]

Me to!!

[vapid wind]

Do any of y'all play D&D?

[sweet shoal]

Groupchats

[timid sky]

I mean,it would be fun

[sweet shoal]

M-ME

Ive been trying to figure out how to try to run a frigging thingg

I have no idea tho

[vapid wind]

Anyone else?

[timid sky]

Not me,I don't play video games anymore

[vapid wind]

It's not a...

It's not a video game

[timid sky]

Oh

[vapid wind]

Dungeons and Dragons?

[timid sky]

No

Um..anyway,what to do?

[sweet shoal]

Table top rpg game

[timid sky]

Whos making the group chat?

[old lichen]

Not me

[vapid wind]

It seems I've reached a dead end

[sweet shoal]

Does anyone know how?
Also is it a discord gc?

[vapid wind]

I know how...

[versed hazel]

i kinda do i think, i made a server before, making a gc shouldnt be hard maybe?

[versed hazel]

cool! can u make one please?

[sweet shoal]

I dunno how it works😭

[vapid wind]

I do not wish to befriend you...

[versed hazel]

uh.. ok

[timid sky]

And we could make it like a server and add posts in it like the server

[sweet shoal]

That's a smart idea

[timid sky]

Yeah,for venting,coming out and gender shit

And Sexuality

[sweet shoal]

One for mental health things?
For everyone
(And also considering I just started selfdiagnosis journey)

[timid sky]

Yes

[vapid wind]

@timid sky if you make a server and you need a bot I know how to make those

[timid sky]

Uh,do we have to make a bot?

[vapid wind]

No, but it's fun

[old lichen]

I can add pluralbot, might use that

[timid sky]

I remember I accidentally made like three blank servers

[sweet shoal]

That is definitely a good idea

For the pluralbot

[sweet shoal]

Oop

[timid sky]

I could use those maybe

[sweet shoal]

It might be good since they aren't being used right?

[timid sky]

I haven't touched them since

Their just blank,no chat rooms yet

[sweet shoal]

Then that may be a good idea

[old lichen]

Alr then

[timid sky]

I would need help

I never made a server before

[vapid wind]

I have

[sweet shoal]

With which parts?
Oh yeah me neither
I usually joined them

[old lichen]

I can help too

[timid sky]

Drac,could you help me and EC?

[sweet shoal]

I at least know how to make chat rooms and stuff like that but nothing else

[old lichen]

Make one, make invites and dm those invitations to us

[sweet shoal]

I am not very uhh what was the word well good at making servers considering I haven't before

[timid sky]

Okay

[vapid wind]

I will help you

but that will be it.

[sweet shoal]

👍 ok

[timid sky]

Wait,I have to add you guys in order to invite

[vapid wind]

My DMs are open... for you.

[timid sky]

How sweet

[vapid wind]

Thanks

[timid sky]

You're welcome