gleaming sparrow
so i've been having thoughts about being transmasc for a while but i hate the topic of talking about it sometimes, just mentioning that im trans, makes me feel less of a man.
it doesnt help that no one in real life knows about this thing, and i get judged already for being young and having these thoughts online.
im scared of transitioning, what if i want to change? what if i change again and again? my identity will feel like a burden to those around me and eughh idk i dont even feel like a real boy sometimes.
boreal roost