#I dont want to be me anymore

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loud halo
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TW ⚠️⚠️
I wish i wasnt me anymore
Like i wish i could just be someone else, ive messed up way too many times and i just cant stop overthinking about everything, my heart keeps racing and then i feel like i cant breathe anymore, i feel sick whenever i eat smth so i just give my food out to people at school so my mum thinks i ate that day even though she keeps telling me that im 'wasting away' (im sure af hope so) idek what to do anymore.

Why am I completely uncapable of being annoying normal person, why do i have to panic and choose the wrong option, why am I the one always left out, why am I me?
I keep getting thoughts about ||kms|| and ||sh|| , and honestly, if I ws told I was gonna ||die|| tomorrow, I wouldn't be mad or upset because I know I deserve it atp I hate my life.

hasty tiger
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Hearing you say makes me feel heartbroken, im truly sorry you feel this way, you've went through so much and you didn't deserve it. But im here to tell you that, its gonna be ok, ive also messed up multiple time. You are loved, and love is more than meets the eyes. What tou need is to love yourself, your not worthless your precious, your not left out, youre wanted, your not invincible, younhave a shining, cause love has spoken, and you are chosen

loud halo
hasty tiger
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Im always here if you want to talk ^^