I'm so fucking mentally drained anymore school isn't helping anything neither are my "friends" I hate myself. I hate how ugly I am, how annoying I am, how stupid I am. I miss how nice ppl used to be to me but then they left me, pushed me away, left. I'm falling school, I'm falling friendships. I feel like I'm missing out on being a teen. I'm constantly in my room or in school, I'm always on my phone and I wish I wasn't but I can't even get off my lazy ass to get food for myself. I'm so fat that I wish I didn't need to eat. I stare at myself in the mirror and wonder why I eat so much then I starve myself. I hate being fat. I'm so ugly no wonder ppl leave me, they can't stand looking at me. I'm so annoying, every time I vent to my friends they constantly complain when I vent bc apparently I'm "attention seeking" all I want is a hug but I guess its to much to ask.
#Vent. I need to get this out.
still oriole
lone summit
Ok so most of this is good advice accept for the fatsing part. If you want to lose weight then DO. NOT. FAST. Not only is it really bad for your body, but it will most of the time make your body try to store the food when it gets food. So your body will store more fat if you starve yourself