Tw sh suicide addiction and swearing

[long sinew]

I need help but nobody wants to help me and to be honest I’m used to that because nobody has ever treated me right the only thing I have left that provides help are the rope underneath my bed and my razor blades but I really am exited to kill myself and don’t start that you matter or we care bullshit because I know and you know nobody gives a flying fuck and I can’t stand the bullying anymore it’s been 10 years straight and the only fucking brake is going to get is my suicide

[thorny hatch]

If you want we can be friends and talk about this in DMs, I aswell have the same issues but I can handle it and maybe I can share the way with you too