cloud charm
Now my life is getting better, I'm going to a Lgbtqia+ youth group possibly. I feel less sad about my taxi driver, I'm getting my friends back slowly. I get less hate for my identity and I'm getting healthier but. Everytime I feel good it's always a stabbing pain in my back pushing me forwards in the wrong direction and I spiral and what i am afraid of is going onto a path where I can't bare my self and I do something but I don't feel that and I'm not letting media, people, or other things make me think that anymore and I'm tired of being pushed to that state
little night