thorn adder
tw for suicide, cancer mention, death, depression, sh.
just started shaking and crying thinking about my best friend.
she died of cancer over three years ago, why can't I just move on.
I was eleven.
why can't I just continue with life
I should've listened to my brother.
I remember right after she died, when I was barely eleven, I told my brother how I didn't fear death anymore.
He said that was a sign of depression.
I brushed him off because I was scared.
Fast forward to today and I can't stay clean for more than a day and attempt ||suicide|| every other day.
should've listened.
supple wind