I need to study and get a high gpa in college but i feel im burning out. i cant remember a lot of my day and whenever there is an opportunity my brain slips into autopilot. I don't care about most things anymore. just a bit of stress can cause me to spiral and I'm scared. I also lose like 1 or 2 days a week and one time like 4 days long weekend. i cant remember what i did. or what happened but i sure as hell know i wasn't productive. I'm scared it will get worse because from what i remember I didn't always lose this much time and i used to care more about things. i don't want to tell my parents because they just believe they can fix all of it by monitoring me more or making me do more random stretches. But i also distanced myself from all my friends because i find it hard to tolerate being around people. I don't know whats wrong with me but in one one session I went to my school counselor she thought i might have a dissociative disorder and i don't really know or care at this point. i just need to maintain my level of output for hopefully forever. my parents got mad at me for seeing the counselor so i guess I'm not going back. i do need to stop losing this much time a week tho...
#Feel like i'm gonna break and don't know what to do
slow cape
ive been trying to beat this losing 1 or 2 days a week issue for a solid 5 months and its oddly persistant.
gleaming crater
Why are they mad for seeing the counselor??
slow cape
yeah. I'm kind of confused why they were so mad or what they are afraid of. they know i'm miserable they just dont want me to go to therapy.