I am a former jehovahs witness but my parents are still lukewarm in the faith. Tonight my mom fell bc she lost her balance due to her MS (she is ok). So she said she didn't feel safe driving. Anyways they decided to attend virtually (since it's an option) and this shit makes me want to rip my hair out. They open zoom and play this shit full volume. My father tried to make sure she was muted and asked her a question since the layout was slightly different and she said "why don't you just do it since I can't do anything right". Anyways I tried to chill out or whatever but the religious songs started blasting so I decided to go to my room. I also don't like listening to it in the background since they typically are not spouting anything good. Anyways I went to my room and I COULD STILL HEAR IT. I am also sort of stressed since tomorrow I have to meet with the school when I am behind in one of the classes I am taking (they may make me go in to the admin building to monitor me). Another stressor added is that I have pmdd and my period is just about to start so my mood will most likely be more unstable than usual. Genuinely just irritated asf and lowkey just want to punch a wall in. (I won't but I still feel like crap).
#I'm gonna crash out
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I know the feeling of wanting to drown out the messages so well. I'm in a Mormon family and I've watched some videos about the JWs (Pandatower). I think the two religions are similar. It seems so agonizing to be in that position.