life has been shit recently, school has actually been affecting me so much and it feels like there's nothing i can do about it, and my principal is a fucking asshole who does not know how to run a school at all, like the fuck do you mean 3 quizzes a week? you're literally not giving the students especially me with the fact that i have adhd any space to breathe, it has only been a month since school started for me and things are already going terribly, i just wake up feeling pissed off and tired, i go to school half asleep, i wait for the six hours and 30 minutes of hell to end and i get back home tired as fuck and then i have to study and shit and then i feel depressed at midnight feeling hopeless which makes me not even able to get myself to sleep early and repeat the loop, and I just can't do anything about it, I've been even considering sh because of this even tho i already know the consequences (having to wear long sleeves in the summer) I haven't did it yet and i am resisting and i know it's 2 am i should be sleeping instead of writing this but I'm just mentally exhausted.
#i'm just tired of this
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life has been shit recently, school has actually been affecting me so much and i...
Please don’t hurt yourself, things will get better just try and get through for now and be sure to talk to someone whenever you are having thoughts of SH or suicide.
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Please don’t hurt yourself, things will get better just try and get through for ...
ok but like i really don't feel like i can do anything about this
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ok but like i really don't feel like i can do anything about this
In the worst part of my life I felt like I had no control over anything and things would just go down hill. What helped was talking to people about it and I actually changed my life in a way that I was happier about.
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In the worst part of my life I felt like I had no control over anything and thin...
it doesn't feel that simple
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it doesn't feel that simple
Do you have anyone you can talk to in person about this?
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Do you have anyone you can talk to in person about this?
not sure honestly
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not sure honestly
Talk to your parents about getting a therapist maybe
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not sure honestly
If it ever gets really bad talk to your parents directly
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Talk to your parents about getting a therapist maybe
i already finished therapy two months ago.
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i'm still on the way home coming back from school
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If it ever gets really bad talk to your parents directly
i tried talking to my mom about it and things didn't go well
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i tried talking to my mom about it and things didn't go well
What happened?
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What happened?
how do i say this
uhh
sorry for taking so long to respond when i told her school has been putting so much pressure on me she just said it's not pressuriny
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sorry for taking so long to respond when i told her school has been putting so m...
That feels like a terrible thing for a parent to say, are you 100% sure she meant that?
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That feels like a terrible thing for a parent to say, are you 100% sure she mean...
not really but it still hurt