Another fucking outburst and me being a freak

[sturdy surge]

I had an outburst where I got violent and my family almost called the authorities. They locked me in my room and I talked to my only irl friends (my toys) cause Im a freak.

[worldly bronze]

im glad youre at least safe now and still here ❤️

[sturdy surge]

Im possibly going to get diagnosed with bpd or bipolar disorder in December

[silent rover]

you got diagnosed yet

[sturdy surge]

No (the psychiatrist is rather puzzled by my problems cause I can get rather manipulative changing stories to make myself look like the victim and sometimes getting vengeful obssessions against some bad people)