I want to end my life tw suicide

[novel sinew]

I’m not happy and haven’t been for years, my relationship brings me little to no joy, school drains all my free time and I work 4 hours everyday after school and it’s exhausting, I struggle with eating right not crazy bad but not good and I see no reason in living it’s not gonna get better if it was it would have already I’m tired physically and mentally and my death would bring me nothing but peace

[red siren]

"It’s not gonna get better if it was it would have already". How are you so sure about this? We can't know for sure whether there is hope or not. Sure, killing oneself might alleviate those sufferings, but you would feel nothing. Some philosophers view suffering as a core part of humans.

I don't really know that much about your suffering, so I can only say this: When you base your expectations only on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality