sick estuary
yay i fucking hate myself and everyday is a torture chamber and my only escape from reality is FUCKING OVER
im actually so fucking done with this
im struggling to keep my head above water
like im trying to get my grades up
trying to convince myself that my friends DONT hate me
trying not to ||kms||
struggling w art block
trying to figure out how to ask my mom to get me an ADHD diagnosis
probably depressed
trying to be there for my friends
not having anyone who wants to listen to me
life is so fucking hard for me rn but so many ppl depend on me