The day's constant tick feels mundane
Dismissible
Easy to distract from
Yet i constantly feel like i can't forget things
Despite the clear irony
I can't remember instructions that are positive
The negative thoughts still linger in my head for years
I play the same schpiel over and over
Yet i really want to change
does it matter which colored glasses i wear
They all have the same output
Something to absorb a tiny bit of life that I don't want to