forest shadow
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I'm honestly really worried for my friend I'm really fucking scared she's gonna do something stupid and something she'll regret. She struggles with an ED and her mum is in the mental hospital so she doesn't have her to comfort her.
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Me and my BEST BEST friend have been acting off, minus today but basically all last night due to me just spilling everything I didnt like in our friendship. She stayed silent until I said goodnight and she said "im sorry i’ll try to make space for you tomorrow"
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I had a fight with my mum last night, and we never fight so I feel so guilty and I can't even apologise because she says "mhm"
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Everything doesn't feel real.
I'm 13 days clean, maybe more (if the deo method doesn't count) but i don't feel clean, My mum wonders why I'm in my room all the time, on my phone all the time and why I never spend time with her and she should know becuase she has depression, as well as me. My family sometimes do notice but rarely, and I try to beg for help silently by forcing myself to cry for attention during family shit so I can get noticed, so I can be helped and stuff but I decline everything because I don't want to be a burden. The only thing I'm motivated to do right now is to grow my fingernails out after a whole life of biting my nails, I'm keeping track of it on ias.