faint isle
for most my life i've managed to hold an impassive or just neutral expression whenever i got upset; which yknow lines up with whenever my safe to say incredibly homophobic dad talks horribly about the lgbtq community
so for the most part i only really got frustrated or sulked up when I was alone so that my parents never found out my dreams were being utterly crushed into oblivion every two weeks or so
this time was a bit different though. Once again my dad tried talking about you know what since hes too fucking stupid to realise i myself am part of the lgbtq community and he actually noticed that i was trying to supress my emotions?? Like of course I brushed it off with another "nothing's wrong" and he fell for it because hes stupid like a fish looking at bait but I'm quite afraid that he even noticed in the first place and im a bit worried that eventually he'll start to notice a pattern of whenever my mood changes when he talks shit about the lgbtq and realise that im part of the thing he hates and looks down on so much
before you ask yes i am a minor and theres still a lot of time left before i can move out. and honestly i dont know if i could hold on for four more years
spark sorrel