i want to die

[full frost]

title

[neon beacon]

Trust me you really don’t

[full frost]

i do and i always have

i hate being autistic. everyone thinks it's funny and quirky or im bullied im looked at and treated like im subhuman i cant talk to people. i cant even talk to my own family. i want to leave this world
i cant do this anymore

im going to strangle myself again

[neon beacon]

I have tried to end my life and I was partly dead and it sucked

[neon beacon]

Same autism sucks I hate it and I get the same treatment

[full frost]

no point anymore

i think ill just do it

im so tired

[wraith locust]

please don't please tell me you're still here ❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂

[timber trail]

This is my thought process, but don’t do it..if I can prevent someone else from doing this, maybe I’ll be able to convince myself not to either. I don’t have autism, but I do have OCD so I know partially what ur going thru, and I’ll be able to comfort u, even if it’s thru a message. There are people who will love u, and u seem like an amazing person

[verbal wave]

Please do not die I have tried it multiple times it doesn’t work it makes it worse

[neon beacon]

You seem cool and amazing and u have a amazing future ahead

[timber trail]

Thanks!

[neon beacon]

Np

[verbal wave]

You are amazing please keep going

[verbal wave]

Got the same feeling but push through

[full frost]

why was i born to only exclusively fit under the two categories of "omg omg the silly!!! (tbh creature)" or "dysfunctional burden to society"?
i hate being alive.
why cant i just be normal.
i dont want to be autistic.
im sick of being looked at like this
i just want to be a person.
why is it so hard
to exist peacefully

im sorry if i sound ableist, i just cant take rhis anymore.
i hate myself so much
and everyone else does, too

im just broken goods
cant function right
i wish i wasnt autistic
then i would have friends
and no one would look at me and treat me like an unwanted old dog

[verbal wave]

You are perfect they way u are, your just being put down by people who don’t understand

[neon beacon]

Hey you are perfect you are normal and yeah autism sucks I know and we can’t do anything about that but you are a person and to exist peacefully you have to find the right group of people it’s hard but it’s possible and Ik autism is a setback when it comes to making friends I only had friends since last year and the people who treat u like a dog are asswholes