I feel terrible

[tawdry wind]

Just feel like living is no longer the way

[heavy ingot]

That feeling doesnt go way but it gets better over time I promise ❤️

[bold lava]

I was down there. I attempted to end it. I couldnt do it. And I am so grateful for that. I would have missed on all my great future. I know you’ve heard this a hundred times and that it’s almost getting annoying, but you will deeply regret if you end it. And jf you really think you dont wanna live, call a hotline. It will genuinely fix up your whole life quickly. I didnt wanna believe that either, but turns out people werent lying when they said that.

[tawdry wind]

I dont know I feel nothing, yesterday tried overdosing on my allergy, today wanted to get killed by a train but it got cancelled. Realistically speaking nothing makes me happy no more and nothing is holding me back from doing it

[dusk spade]

hi

do you know why it is that you want that?

[tawdry wind]

To have peace

[dusk spade]

peace from what?

what are you trying to escape

[tawdry wind]

I dont know, maybe escape sadness?

My brain tells me to do that

[dusk spade]

more specific

if you can, anyways

[tawdry wind]

Well I dont feel any happiness from living and the longer I live the less things make me happy, and the only thing to sto the pain is that

[dusk spade]

there is a way out, you just have to stop framing it as inescapable for yourself