river summit
i came out to my parents on Saturday (the 11th). it went really well, they’re super accepting, but I just feel so awkward around them. so I feel really weird about that.
But also, I can just feel myself getting bad again. I have no energy. Can barely get out if bed. Literally havent showered in four days. I feel gross, but cant get myself to get up and shower. Literally the only reason I’ve been getting up is so I can take my meds. I take a trip back to where im from in a few says to visit friends and such, which is nice, but I’m going to be so exhausted afterwards. I just wish I could get a fuckin break or something. Its taking everything I have not to sh again lately. 3 months clean tho, which is good ig
vestal holly