Yeahh, nothing's getting better. I've been panicking a lot, I'm sick rn, and my mental issues havent been getting better, although being around ppl irl has been sort of helping me out. Though despite the fact I've been genuinely happy a little bit time to time, I've still been having issues keeping myself together.
Also, I would just like to ask that nobody tries telling me to be more happy, confident, etc. because it really doesn't help, but I don't mind if anyone gives me advice or any comfort.