sick heron
I always thought, always being sad, not smiling when finding something funny was like a normal thing, is it though? I have started to notice im just not laughing as much, same with smiling. I just don’t get it, is this the same for everyone else as well? I have no idea.
If I ever just said there, with my own thoughts sometimes it would just go over the top into, “Whats the point anymore?” Or “What if I just ||kill myself?|| would anyone notice?
is it really so important
I can’t make a bloody decision and stick with it