So, I've come here several times to vent, because I really needed help, but I had taken a break from everything. But now I'm back, I can't sleep properly, I can't do anything properly, I feel very alone, very alone, I have "friends" and a great boyfriend, but I don't fit in, I don't feel like I belong, I have very serious family problems and my mental health has gone down the drain. Probably, I have some disorders that my parents don't care about and I'll only start treating them when I'm of age. I've tried to kill myself twice, I used to cut myself before, but now I've stopped, and now everything that was taken out in the cuts is piling up, and I feel bad every day, thinking about doing it again, silently asking for help, in the end no one cares, they never cared, I'll probably fail the year in school too, my mental health and school don't help at all, my "best friend" just messes with me.
I don't know, I just needed to vent, I need help, I need to feel like I belong somewhere (even though I think that's impossible) I hate myself, and even though I hate myself for everything they've done to me, for the bullying, for everything, I still love others, I just want them to recognize my kindness and goodness, but all of this is tiring me out. I need help, I need better friends, I need to fit in and I need support to solve my problems, being alone is very difficult, it's not long before I can actually kill myself. (sorry for the bad English, I'm Brazilian, I'm still learning, only some things were done by a translator, sorry for any mistakes)
#I need to vent (TW: Suicide Attempt, Self-harm, Suicidal Thoughts, etc.)
unique steeple
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Do you need help
west fractal
Hey Hikari, I just want to give you such a big hug and just say that I feel you. I've recently attempted suicide and now have a big noticeable scar for the rest of my life. I know what it means to not fit in and I lost out on school because of my mental illness that no one wanted to help me with. Hold on for now. Just hold on, ok? Vent more if you want and do what you have to to safely manage your stress and ill feeling. Much love.
unique steeple
Hey Hikari, I just want to give you such a big hug and just say that I feel you....
Thanks, and I really needed a hug, I never got one
unique steeple
let the cat memes comfort you
Thank you, the intention was good, I love animals
I'm impressed that people here always care and help me more than my own "friends"
Thank you all, love you guys 😁
feral cargo
You should get a animal that helps you like a support animal to help you out like a cat dog parrot or snakes Idk if they have those yet diva
unique steeple
You should get a animal that helps you like a support animal to help you out lik...
I have two dogs, they really are my support, Tony and Friga
I wish I could send pictures, but I can't LOL
And thx for your intention to help
wintry oak
@unique steeple i know it's out of topic but the ace you did in valorant was so clean
unique steeple
<@666804934360170557> i know it's out of topic but the ace you did in valorant w...
Did you see? Thanks, I don't know what to say lol
I stopped making clips for a bit because I got tired of the game and because I'm focusing more on the fan dubbing.