What to do if my mom doesn't care about my health,both mental and physical?

[nimble tendon]

Hey, I want to speak out. My mom abused me mentally and a bit physically. She doesn't want to hear anything about my pain . She even forced me to take my life away, but, unluckily, I survived. My tailbone hurts because of a fracture, itching in my genitals. Everything hurts. What to do with it? I want to kill myself, but I'm afraid that my friend will miss me.

[dry niche]

Never think of that way, if your mom is out of the list you could find better person to talk to, like your said friend. You can ask basically anyone and ask help for professional people. Mother could be the best one to hold your problems with but sometimes it’s not always the case, seek professional help from your hotline or just anyone in particular you could trust, I’ll not glaze but your mom is a piece of shit! I don’t care what she’s up to but beating your own kid is beyond disgusting, sorry just being honest

[nimble tendon]

I don't have anyone that I trust.

[dry niche]

How about ask some medical support first?

I’m worried with your injuries

[nimble tendon]

Well,she didn't abuse me physically, at least not serious.

[nimble tendon]

I can't even go out because of fear.

[dry niche]

It’s still abuse

Don’t be scared, you guys have authorities

Just report that old fuck and wipe her out of your life

[nimble tendon]

Also I can't even escape. I need to live there.

[dry niche]

If there’s a will there’s a way. I know it’s easier said than done, but can’t you escape out of your window? It’s really hard when you don’t know someone’s geography and politics but maybe you could find something like recording her abuse first before making s big move