TW overdose, suicide

[winter snow]

So I recently just started getting help and I had a bad relapse a few weeks ago and my mum just found out I had bad mental health and thinks I’m gonna kms over the tiniest thing. And now it’s 1am and I can’t go to bed bc she forgot to give me my sleeping meds and I can’t even get them myself bc she hid them bc she thinks I’m gna overdose on them, what the fuck??

[frozen gulch]

I don't know what to say. I want to kill myself too, but in a brutal way. Like, cutting my insides with a kitchen knife.

[maiden surge]

I wanna kms too but I would have myself choked

[frozen gulch]

I tried to choke myself,hang myself on a belt, cutting my own stomach and ripping it open with my bare hands. Tried to split my skull apart. In general, I have 20 attempts of suicide.

[frozen gulch]

Also, I tried to tear out my throat.

[maiden surge]

Oh uh

Do you need help?

[frozen gulch]

Not now.

[maiden surge]

Can I dm u?

[frozen gulch]

Maybe.