#Here for you
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Yellow... I'm very new to discord so I don't know how this works... Do I just begin talking and u listen or how do I do???
Yeah, you can just talk here
So as u can see I'm patience and I hate my life have no friends don't know my sexuality likes rock metal and is really lost... And I really need help to find out how I start
It sounds like you’re going through a rough time, figuring out your sexuality is a massive task and it’s not often appreciated for how hard it can be
Have you ever felt attraction to anyone? You could start there?
Yes I have
There is a guy rn who I really like
That’s nice :)
But then a year back or so there was another person which took their own life
That’s really difficult to go through, that must’ve been really hard on you
How do you feel about that right now?
I don’t think it is
How do you feel that it’s your fault?
If you want to talk about that
I don't really wanna talk about it... If that is fine
That’s 100% okay
Thanks
Do you want to talk about the new guy you like?
Yeah... Can u wait like idk five min... Parents
Yeah, just message me when you’re ready, I’ll be doing homework until then
I'm back
Hey
So that guy
Yeah?
Where should I start... Looks or like???
He understands me
I think the thought of a person liking u can be a big factor in why u like the person
Definitely
The thing that made me really like him was after he sat on me a whole afternoon
Loll
Because there where no chairs left
Really
That’s lovely :)
Do you find you may gravitate towards people because of personality or kindness over how they look?
I think... Or like it changes really randomly tbh
Like sometimes you appreciate different aspects (like physical or personal) more at different times?
Yup I think that is a good way to put it
Well, then you can probably rule out being Demiromantic/demisexual then
Most of the time, those who are Demi don’t feel any attraction until they get to know the person really well
What else do you like about this guy?
I like he doesn't judge ig
That’s really lovely :)
Like if I drink he does not say that it is gross or bad for me... He just takes care and makes sure I'm safe ig.
Idk
Wait u wanna hear something both weird good cool gross and sweet at the same time
Yeah? :)
Ok... We where out yesterday and then out of nowhere he offered to give a b1ow j0b😭
Tbh I should have said "no... But I wanna make out" or something like that
I tink he likes you
So I think he likes me😭😅
Yup... Either that or just like go with the flow (queens of the stone age reference) and like if he says something like that again just idk try to kiss him or something like that
I think that’s lovely :)
You guys seem to get along nicely and he definitely likes you
Yeah
But I'm scared he might die like the other one😭
That’s a valid concern, does he struggle with his mental health?
And then I'm scared I might do something stupid and die so he gets depressed or something
Yup... Quite a lot
But we both smoke and drink... And then there is the beloved sh.
Well, one thing I know is that having a partner should help your mental health because you have someone to rely on
That’s always a difficult thing to deal with
But you said he looks after you when you drink, yes?
Do you feel like you can lean on each other when you need it?
Ye
Then I would say that if you do go out with him, express your concerns and ask home to come to you if he is struggling and make sure he is good for hour to go to him for the same
I know that everything is probably terrifying, but it seems like you guys are a really good match and you seem to really love him
