I genuinely feel like a wet sobbing pathetic person right now. I want someone to be here to listen to me without going offline. Without ignoring me I just want anyone. I am so desperate.
#Can someone be here for me anyone im so desperate.
bitter burrow
raw ruin
Hello
raw ruin
I genuinely feel like a wet sobbing pathetic person right now. I want someone to...
🩷 🫂 whats wrong?
bitter burrow
Ive been in very bad shape since my dog died
Ive been crying every night and needing constant comfort and attention
When I messaged my friends they all went offline, even my boyfriend did
I haven't been able to get anything done
My room is so messy and im behind on school
I really just wanted anyone to be here with me
bitter burrow
I dont think i can
Im pathetic. I'm not smart enough and im in over my head
I'm not a good kid.
raw ruin
what grade are you in?
bitter burrow
10
bitter burrow
Honestly im thinking of just giving up
Im not smart enough not good enough. I'm not strong enough and I surely am a very sad person
raw ruin
Well dont drop out
raw ruin
Im not smart enough not good enough. I'm not strong enough and I surely am a ver...
Now all of those aren't true
bitter burrow
I just feel so sad and pathetic all the time
Ive been sobbing in my messy room for the past 20 minutes wishing it was me instead of my dog
raw ruin
Dogs dont live forever
bitter burrow
Well I mean I was supposed to be dead almost 2 years ago now
If id gone through with it originally
I just really want to be happy again
Have someone be proud of me
And not cry so much because I do that a lot
raw ruin
I have psychopathic tendencies so its kinda hard for me to sympathize with you since its about your dog (sorryyyyy)
bitter burrow
Worst part is its not all the dog, the reason i feel so worthless in the first place is my parents. They are verbally abusive
And neglectful
The entire reason I have such bad abandonment issues is because of them
I think they wouldn't have minded had it'd been me if im being honest.
They don't like their son anyway. They dont even see him as one
Its all been a huge landslide
raw ruin
Well you can live to be sucessful and leave them if you can pass school
bitter burrow
Im so mentally exhausted
bitter burrow
Im in need of a nice hug
raw ruin
🫂
wind turret
sending virtual hugsssss
stone crescent
Im in need of a nice hug
Hey again @bitter burrow , I’m so sorry that your dog passed away, please make sure that you take the time to grieve properly
School may be important, but with so many feelings I know it feels impossible