#GET ME OUTTA HERE

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worn glen
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Yes another day of my vent

So i've been gone because i have to participate on 2 competition, i win third place in one of them yeayy

But because of that i am SO EXHAUSTED so my emotion is not that good

And maybe some of the reader already know my parents personality

YES THEY MAKE IT WORSE. ISTG I HOPE I COULD DIE IN MY SLEEP, OR I COULD JUST.. GO AWAY FROM THIS FUCKING HOUSEHOLD

Its kind of my fault because of that unstable emotion i tend to yell, that's why they yell harder then me and start saying every possible bad word in Indonesian and Javanese like i am some kind of wall that doesn't have feelings

Even if i want to lock myself in the storage room to cry they won't let me. But if i cry in my bedroom that's shared with them, they will make fun of me. Its like i can't cry in this household, IM TIRED

IF I CAN'T GO AWAY FROM THIS HOUSE ATLEAST MAKE ME DIE

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When i cry i never ask for more

WHY MY PARENTS CAN'T UNDERSTAND THAT IF THEY CAN'T COMFORT ME WHILE IM CRYING, ATLEAST JUST LET ME CRY IN PEACE. When i cry i never make a sound i only Shed my tears quietly, no sound no movement. Only covered in my blanket (if i cry in my bedroom)

plush stag
worn glen