I just realized Im a complete freak

[prime pike]

I feel like a complete freak (I use a plastic children's toy to calm myself down when I have outbursts sometimes)

[steady stirrup]

Omg that is totally okay lol, that's how you calm yourself down, either doing that with plastic thing or comming

[prime pike]

I basically talk to it whenever Im in my room when Im upset

[steady stirrup]