Idk if I can go on

[steady rapids]

[TW SH AND SUICIDE]

I want to kill myself.

Idk how to say but I feel like the lyrics from the song in too deep by sum41 and I have no will I have £20 and am going to buy some rope tomorrow and wait a week and the cuts on my wrist have been spotted by people but I want to start self harming myself again every single day.

Sorry.

[undone lichen]

i’d recommend a therapist, it doesn’t sound nice but it will help and it’s also better than losing someone from this server, i really hope you feel better soon

[steady rapids]

I’m on the list for chams (government version) but I have been told nothing but thanks

[undone lichen]

oh yeah me too, that can take like 13 weeks, it’s better to wait it out for a better life than to just end it now

[steady rapids]

It’s been 4-5 months man idk

[undone lichen]

it will be soon then

a permanent act is never the solution to a temporary problem

[steady rapids]

I’m know but 10 year straight of bullying idk

[undone lichen]

why not do homeschooling?

[steady rapids]

My mum and dad say that they don’t have the time and I have GCSE’s (tests that determine my life and are have to be done by a school) next year and I can’t fail

[undone lichen]

hmm

well could u not wait out one last year?

[steady rapids]

I have two left😭

[undone lichen]

i feel like if u stick those 2 out it will only go uphill

it’s way better than ending it rn

[dusky ingot]

I know GCSEs are scary but trust me dude, everyone makes them seem way more of a deal than they are, I'm in year 12 now and I didn't get the English grade I need but I still managed to get on the courses I wanted so still study for them ect but please just try and find things that you enjoy and try and do them just to find reasons to stay until you can leave that school