#I don't wanna be here (tw suicide)

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graceful granite
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I have been talking to this nice girl and I was talking about how I'm probably gonna end it tonight and she told me I was awesome and don't do it and I kinda told her all of my bad traits and now I think she doesn't want to talk and I probably should just end it because there no point, I don't have anything to look forward to, all of my online friends are gone, my boyfriend isn't on and hasn't been for 3 months, I have pills and a knife, I don't need to write notes because most people suck and I just can't do that......I should do it......I would talk to 988 but they scare me and the last time I texted them I think it was a bot or someone who didn't understand English very well so it didn't help

snow summit
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I have had suicidal thoughts what you want to do is look at all of the positive things that you have had each day (compliments,people being kind ect) and write it down in a notebook book or something similar and then see all the positive things that you have experienced and for help speak to a trusted adult or call the hotline again.
Also dispose of the knife and pills and please don’t commit