Dumb shit

[wise musk]

Trigger warning suicide mentions, self harm, ableism, and plenty of other awful shit

I like acting like a complete and utter (insert slur of choice here) because of my autism. I’m fucking worthless, I try to have a sense of justice but instead I take fights that are unnecessary instead of just calling other people to take care of the shit. All this started cause my (slur of choice) ass decided to get in a bit of beef with somebody on another server. Now on that server I’ve got another warning and I’ve gotten my image perms revoked on that which I feel like is clipping my wings essentially. I’m pissy and hate people.

[shut kite]

Don’t know your situation but would it help to spot triggers?

Strong sense of justice in some autistic people can show its harsher side, it’s okay to recognize this as a trait experienced.

Sometimes it’s tempting to lean into further the frustration, given online there’s minimal responsibility in the responses people have with one another.

(I mean this as neutrally as possible)

[wise musk]

Yeah I get it.
I’m very aggressive if somebody does something in my opinion that’s awful.
I’m just a spiteful rude person who has a mentality of “do as I say not as I do.”

[wise musk]

The fuck does your bandaged heart thing mean it’s fucking stupid.