Okay so… basically in the past few weeks I’ve been feeling progressively worse in life and have just been all around miserable. But the problem is, the only people I can vent to are either online or don’t know what to say (I’m not mad at them, I get how that is). If I vent to my family it’s always “well are you trying?” Or “it’s not that hard” meanwhile I’m laying in bed, not wanting to face the world. They yell at me thinking it’ll motivate me to do things when it just makes me want the sink deeper and go back to sleep again. There’s even been a few times my mom has come into my room while I was changing because she thought I was taking too long. Like.. I’m not really sure but aren’t parents not supposed to walk in on their kids like that? At this point I hardly know because when I raise concerns with her she just brings up all those times I was still in my pyjamas when she walked in. Her favourite line to use on me is “you learned coping skills in therapy” like yes I did but when you’re yelling in my face I do not have time to try to calm myself down. And then when I yell back suddenly
#Idk how to word this bear with me please
weary storm
No, you're not in the wrong here, I know exactly what you're talking about
They probably don't understand, and just resort to the same cheap cards in some attempt at lifting you up, it's not that you're not trying hard enough
You're just tired of things going wrong I assume?
sharp vault
Definitely
I’m tired of things going wrong and just tired in general
I’m not doing well in school, I’m skipping a lot of classes because I just can’t think or do the work
weary storm
I don't know exactly what to say or how to help at this specifc moment since I'm also having a ton of personal problems (and I'm not the best when it comes to advices), but if you need anyone to talk, my DMs are always open, online or not, it's still important to have a space where you can just let it out